9 weeks ago I closed my doors, my hair journey & clients hair journey. Was it easy...Fuck no! Was it ment to be for my family, ME...that's a big fucking YES! I am blessed to have the opportunity to be able to raise my Son at home for 10 years & to participate in family income. With out of doubt, what I did & accomplished was/is remarkable. I helped open doors & new perspectives. It was a balance that gave me magical moments & lifestyles. Grateful to have the experience. Its truly a gift. I amounted to so much unique success, creativity & growth in 17 years being a Hairstylist. So much unshared via social media yet still noticed. (Reminder, what isn't shared on social media is still a valuable & worthy attribute to self/business)
I'm, tooting my own horn...I'm so fucking uniquely enough & worthy which I love that about myself. Self positive validations is key to the game of life more then external.
I was craving change.
Change is experiences.
Change is growth.
Change is Inevitable.
Change is whatever the fuck you want it to be & own it!!!!
New era of me & so far I'm craving more of my capabilities!
With 9 weeks of "retiring" I am also 9 weeks Post Hysterectomy.
I decided that this time of healing from surgery was my devine timing to change my pace of life.
My time has served me. ME! That may come across Sheariously Selfish yet me comes first in my life's journey. I write my chapters & all the characters that played parts are embedded & cherished.
What has been dealt to me currently has been a humbling challenge with great appreciation. Undergoing a hysterectomy at the age of 35 has not only giving me back a quality of life of peace of mind is a gift. My story is again unique...to clear the air, my cervix fallen & had 2 options. Get a Pessary or hysterectomy. This surgery was my first but accepted the challenge & the outcome is magical!!! Also...my experience, hysterectomy hornies are true!!!
Got my Doctor check up & healing is going well. Still to be cautious to lift heavy things...don't need my vajaja to fall out!
I did get information back about my organs that have been removed from the pathologist, I had the case of endometriosis. That could have been spread & would need more testing. Other than that! She looking & feeling good the Doc said! Hahaha! Winning!
Healing at so many levels..mentally & physically yet having the opportunity to do them together has been an adventure for myself that gets a standing ovation. Proud of myself.
I begin this new chapter starting a new job & gain new knowledge. I'm excited to thrive & continue to complete my life chapters.
Sin-Sheariously, I'll always be a Hairstylist at heart!
Jami xo
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